Your gender and age?
41-year-old male
Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
Do you fantasise being the rapist or the victim?
Always the rapist
Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
Around Grade 6 or 7
Do you still know what started it?
Very very vivid dreams, about inflicting pain on fellow classmate via gentalia. Associate these dreams with the Bullying I went through that really started around Grade 6
How often do you fantasize about rape?
Always at the back of my head. Sometimes its just a simple thought that I can dwell on in the moment, other times it last much longer or inspires something
Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Have to be cautious that I don’t when I’m not in a ideal location.
Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Generally that’s why I’m watching or reading them.
Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Really have no point of context. Had thoughts about these before I even hit puberty.
Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fantasies?
See above.
Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Generally neither. Shapes and figures might make it into my fantasies, but 95% they are characters I create and stories I write. Occasionally they might be influenced by someone I know or a stranger. Alot of the stories do include people I know.
Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
One on One almost exclusively. I don’t like to share. Occasionally my stories have rescuing a victim only to rape her
Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Generally I or my characters are the Rapist.
How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy
Would not be happening if he was not enjoying it,
How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy
Somewhat. It Is is important that she does suffer, but most plots don’t stay on the suffering
What are the most common settings for your fantasies?
Cave, Royal Chambers, victims bedroom.
What’s your favourite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirate, KKK men, etc.) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILF, business woman, nun, female POW, etc.)?
Dragon, Half Dragon, Merchant. - Princess, Nobles Daughter, various.
Are your fantasy scenes typically more “soft” (the victim being forced against her will/overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
“Softer” Don’t enjoy physical beatings etc, but enjoy some of the Rapes to be inheritently painful.
What’s the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degradation?
Control and Sex.
Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc?
Some struggle, but the power level different alot of times means the struggling is futile.
Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
See above.
Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc?
Optional
Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words (calling her a slut, whore etc.)?.
Insulting the Victim by calling her a slut, or a whore, In my mind, really insults the Rapist. (If she is so loose, then why do you need to Rape her). The only exception to that is mere suggestions of what she might be in regard to Force pleasure. Letting her insult herself.
Do your scenes typically include a man’s cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Vaginal - Always the risk of pregnancy.
Do your scenes include anal rape?
Never
Do your scenes include oral rape?
Seldom - He is more likely to down on her for forced pleasure.
Do your scenes include vaginal rape?
Almost always - The risk of pregnancy.
Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Depends what is done. I like line between the Rapes, and later scenes being force pleasure
How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
I’m not into measurements, typically I use generic terms… large, thick etc.
How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Don’t really time it.
How do you feel after such a “session?”
Tired, disinterested, guilty
Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Occasionally, getting off hurting someone is always a struggle with my beliefs. I generally deal with this by keeping entirely in the Fantasy genre.
Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes
Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No
Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No
How is your rapist or victim typically dressed?
Typically clothes for Modern day… Jeans skirts, blouse. Medieval Stories: Dresses, Gowns, Night gowns.
Do other kinks or fetishes (such as BDSM, foot fetishes, furries etc.) make their way into your rape fantasies? If so, what are they?
Toy with Furries, and that culture, seeing as I do love animal characteristics and language. Using the Language of Predators, to describe scene and actions. Feral, aggressive. Love the interplay with a humanoid animal vs female human. Scales or fur on flesh. Threat of actually getting eaten.
Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Can’t think of anything
